Updates... or not?

The few days have come and gone, and I am still wondering what I have done or what we did! I was anticiapating the highs of having a newborn, but I definatley forgot about the lows! I hate to admit, but I am greatful that I decided not to start school right after having a new baby. I am a new breastfeeder, which is tough and I have now aquired two new infections on my inciscion. I suppose that I have overdone it, and refused to slow down or rest after having major surgery... I am not sure. OR, maybe it is because I had such a good pregnancy in comparison to Dylan that I had to have something go wrong...but I don't think I would have chosen this! Adriana is for the most part a good baby! She will cry, or more like shreek... she sleeps when I don't want her to... and she pees and poops all the time! I suppose I must be doing something right! Dylan has been such a good big brother! When she cries, he will sing her the ABC's in hopes to calm her down. He always wants to hold her or give her a kiss and a hug, and when doing so he looks at me and says "Look at our little family, I love our family". It is the sweetest thing and melts me every time! I appreciate all the texts and messages of encouragement! I have a hard time responding to many of them, but I do appreciate them and am NOT ignoring them!